Now see when I first read your post , I thought , This guy TDVegas is even more clueless than I thought. Then I thought , no he is just posting this silly crap in an effort to establish some degree of relevance. With each post you expose more and more inexperience. What becomes quite obvious , is the fact that growing up you never participated in any team sports , such as football , where after a game the coach would key up the tapes and go thru an extensive , "CHALK TALK" where he would point out good plays and also mistakes that given players might have made. These , "CHALK TALKS" are quite valuable in as much as they are great learning tools , pointing out what a person might have done better , or perhaps might have pointed out something that he might have done instead of what he did in given situations. Reviewing a given session and pin pointing what a person could have done to enhance his win or preventing a loss is a great thing if you know how. You inability to understand these things is in part why you find it impossible to remain net positive for any length of time. Past experience is a valuable thing , it could over a period of time help you avoid making the same mistakes over and over and over again. The refusal to do these things is exactly why you remain net negative. You might want to think about that.